S4 - EP6: The "I AM" Spell: Why Your Prayers Aren't Working

Manifestation is not a miracle; it is a constant biological process. Just like breathing, you are doing it every second whether you are conscious of it or not. In this episode, we break down why your prayers and vision boards aren't working and how your own words are being used as a spell against you.

Key Manual Points:

• The 10/90 Rule: Your left brain is only 10% of the story. Learn how the other 90%—your spirit—is taking notes and producing your reality while you sleep.
• The "I AM" Spell: Every time you say "I AM," you are using the name of God. Stop using it to curse yourself with labels like "tired," "broke," or "lazy."
• The Action Requirement: "Jesus take the wheel" is a mindset that keeps you stuck. Action is the only proof of faith that your spirit recognizes.
• The Vibration of the Heart: Why being "hateful" or jealous of other people’s success is the fastest way to block your own promotion.

Stop begging for what is already yours and start commanding your spirit with the correct standards.

Resources for the Standard:

• Download the Asset Foundation Manual (Free): https://www.emmerance.com/free-manuel/
• The Asset Newsletter: Get notified of new logic and standards. https://www.emmerance.com/self-first-letter/

About Emmerance: Emmerance Victoria is a Professional Coach and the founder of Emmerance Coaching Inc. She specializes in the Self-First Standard, a framework for vetting character, bridging identity gaps, and establishing personal authority.

Through her podcast and coaching, she provides the strategic logic for those ready to stop reacting to the material world and start leading from the Source.

Connect with the Source:

• Website: Emmerance.com 
• All socials: @TheEmmerance
• Contact: Victoria@Emmerance.com

Self-First isn't selfish. It's a standard.

Transcript

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You manifest like just by breathing, you're manifesting. It's just like calories, you know, when people say that you are losing calories when you are breathing, because that's what manifestation is. It does not stop, it's a continuous thing that you're doing. Hi everyone, welcome back to another episode of the Emirants Podcast. I'm your host, Emirants Victoria, and today we are going to talk about manifestation. I'm like zooming in into this topic that I've been repeating for the last five episodes. So today I just want to focus on manifestation so you understand how it works. It is something that you do every day. And so I just want to clarify things so that when you finish this podcast episode and you know that okay, you've been wanting this specific thing and you've been praying about it, but you haven't gotten it yet. And I want to go through all these aspects of manifestations so that you'll know why some manifestations, some prayers that you're trying to manifest is not going through or it's not coming through. Okay, so I'm gonna give you a few aspects. It's not gonna be a full list. When we talk about manifestation, you have to understand that each and every one of us, you manifest like just by breathing, you're manifesting. It's just like calories, you know, when people say that you are losing calories when you are breathing, because that's what manifestation is, it does not stop, it's a continuous thing that you're doing. But some of us, not even some, most of us, do not know and you're we're not aware of what we're manifesting. So this episode will confirm one thing: the fact that a lot of ideas are out there in the internet, and I can tell you that most of them are true. There's multiple ways of manifesting. You can journal, you can do vision boards, you can pray, you know, you can meditate, you can before sleeping, repeat certain words over and over again. All of these things are true. The mistake that we do is when we do these actions, we want to manifest something, we just sit and you know, we're like, Jesus will take the wheel, God takes the wheel, so I don't have to do anything. But the most dangerous thing with manifesting is actually the waiting period, right? It's like when you ask something from someone, let's say you ask your parent for something, money. Let's go with money. So you're asking your parent, dad, can I have $50? And you might give a reason, you might not, but it's up to your dad to give you the $50, right? So then you will do what? Wait for an answer. Most of us we get so like skeptical and we start being like, you know, if you don't have 50, you can give me 25 or 40. You know, we just try to like reduce so that the person finally says yes because we're so desperate, right? But then when we do that, there are things that go on in that other person's mind, let's say your dad. Your dad's gonna be like, okay, I understand you want that $50 badly, but why aren't you asking me the $50 and you're asking me $40, $25? So that means I have options, right? So now it's complicated for your dad. Now he has to choose. Obviously, your dad loves you, so he's gonna give you the $50. But this is exactly how our spirit works. But I'm going to just hop on the last five episodes because I gave you a lot of information. So in the first few episodes, I navigated between the right and the left brain, being the left brain, 10% of your brain, the left brain, which is what we use on our daily basis, and the right brain is more of the intuition, the spirit side. That's where the spirit resides, and it is 90% of your brain, and that's mostly the part of the brain that most people don't use. And that's why scientists say that we only use 10% of our brain, right? So I wanted you guys to understand this so that you also understand that the 90% that we're talking about does not sleep, right? Although we don't use it, it uses us. All right, it's like it's always communicating with us, even though we're not communicating back, it's always communicating, it's always listening, it's always being taking notes, and it's always producing whatever you want. So I explained that, and I also explained in a recent episode that it's very important that we don't just um have faith blindly. Unfortunately, we talked about religion and how religion came about, and it's a system to control, it's a system that was put on many people, especially when it started by force, right? So it is a system that has a lot of um, let's say, PTSD for many people. We we are very obedient when it comes to church and God and everything that has to do with religion. So that is something that you have to understand because that part, everything that someone like if someone tells you not to do anything and you end up doing it, you're always going to feel guilty. So I touched on these things because you have to understand that when you do feel guilty and all these negative energy, your heart is, you know, manifesting all these negative energies. That's how our spirit works. You know, it is 90% of us, we are actually a hundred percent spirit, but in order for our brain to understand how we function, we have to give you this images of, you know, we're not using the full brain, we're only using 10%, and that's not good. The thing that has to click in your head right now is the fact that you need to challenge yourself to loot to use that right brain. And just so you understand, it's like a cross like this, right? It's like a cross that goes from the right brain to the left side, and then another that comes from the left brain to the right side. What does that mean? Is that in order for you to understand, it's like a mirror. So when you look at yourself in a mirror and you look at your left eye, you're actually looking at your right brain. Okay, so what does that mean? When you look at it, another way to understand it is most of us are actually right-handed because it's easier for us to use our 10% the left side of our brain. So your left brain controls the right side of your body, and the right brain controls the left side of the body, right? So if you're not left-handed or you have difficulty using your left hand, then that's an indication that there's some struggles. I don't know, actually, but that is something, a case study to look at, you know. Look at if people who are um left brain are more creative, you know, what are the things that they do that's different, right? Because I feel like all of these things adds up, they they're all part of one thing, okay, and that's religion. Religion actually touches on everything, but you guys don't know it, they just don't tell you. It doesn't mean that it's not true. Okay, so back to manifestation. Again, we understand that 90% of our brain is our spirit side, and I told you how we feed it with our five senses. So, what does this mean? It means that when you manifest, let's say you're praying for something, okay? You're praying, your spirit is like a shadow, which you have to basically understand that whenever you manifest something, whenever you pray for something, your spirit doesn't is not bound by time, okay? It's literally done already because your spirit goes in the back end, does all of the things that you need to do, basically walks through the same path that you will walk through in order for you to get there, but instantly, and then it's already done, right? Now, the issue here is the difference between your spirit world and this human world. This human world is bound by time and space, so it will take you time and it will take you like all of the time necessary in order for you to manifest that, right? Now, the issue here is that waiting period. Again, you just prayed for something. You prayed, your spirit is like focus, the focus because your spirit only talks with vibration, talks with energy, and the words that we say, the actions that we do, it all comes with energy, right? Our emotions is energy emotion, and a lot of things you have to understand it's all about energy, ego, literally, ego, it's energy, okay. Energy, your spirit talks with it, okay. It's that this the the connection, highest Wi-Fi connection that you can get. It's instantly, okay. So, by that I mean that anything you touch, you see, you feel, all of these five senses that you do, the taste, it connects this world with the spirit. That's how we experience stuff, okay? So, another thing is the heart. A few episodes ago, I told you guys the heart is very important because even if you pray for something, but your heart is very like in a bad place, bad energy, hateful energy, all of these things, then you will most likely manifest your things in either the hardship way, or you're basically going to manifest the contrary, what you don't want. So that's why it's very important for us to be conscious. Consciousness, it's very important. You shouldn't be sleeping. You know, the Bible tells us all of this. You know, you have to stay awake because the devil is always roaming. The devil, you are always going to manifest bad stuff. If you start feeling like hatred and all of these things, the Bible also tells us that we cannot pray if we feel a certain way, right? Those are the things that you have to pay attention to, those are the things that are very, very important. Now, I'm going to use a case study that will take everything, all these episodes that I've been talking about. It's gonna resume all these episodes. So back in 2018, I found myself in a really beautiful job. And I also found myself having standards, and one of the standards is I really did not want to stay at a job or the same position for more than two years. The goal was I stay in this position for two years, and I either get a promotion, which is another position, like a supervisory position that will pay me higher, or I go in another completely new department, completely new company, and have my promotion from the switch, right? Because you're always gonna get paid higher when you move elsewhere, you have the opportunity to negotiate your salary, all right? So that is something that you have to understand and remember. So I've had my job and the job was great. I am definitely not someone that I take things personally, so my job, I do what I need to do when I leave, okay? But I did that for two years, and close to two years, I found myself thinking, well, I really need to move on because doing the same thing over and over again is kind of get tiring. So I started praying for it. I started applying for new jobs, and the city where I lived was basically like a no-brainer, everyone worked at the government, so I tried that too, but I never actually got any chances to even get an interview with a government job, right? So basically, I was struggling. I was struggling. There's times where you know I prayed and then I did what I had to do, which is applying, but there's no contact, nobody's contacting me. I'm just like, well, damn, you know, like is God even listening, you know? Like, I'm starting to think that I'm going to stay in this job for a while, over two years, you know, and that's where we start telling ourselves, like, you know, my plan is not God's plan, so we're just gonna leave it to God and stuff like that. But I already said it, I am disappointed. I'm gonna get into my two years and no new jobs. So I got a promotion in that same department. There was a new side project, and I got it. It was a supervisory role, which was great. And I'm like, look at God, okay, you had better plans, great. And so I got there, and this project went well, and then you see that some of the employees that were there is transitioning to the other job that I had, which I also remembered, okay, I have to go back to the other job. Oh Lord, going back to to my you know, the lower pay job is very heartbreaking while you see other people getting government jobs. So that's when I was just like, damn god, when am I going to get this government job? Like, how do you guys even do it? So I would ask people, I would ask them, like, how did you get the job? Give me some tips and tricks and stuff. They told me to go to that website and do the things and I've been doing, and it's just not working. I guess for me it wasn't. So, yes, there was a little bit of let down, but at the same time, I had this big um idea where I'm like, instead of saying, God, why me? When like I'm applying to jobs, right? I also have a better resume than most people here. Obviously, this is something that humans actually do. We start comparing ourselves with others, saying that we're better. But honestly, I haven't lived their lives, so I don't even know if they did better than me or not. And I probably will be impressed that they did better, right? But to make me feel better, I'm just going to say that you know I'm better, right? In that moment, because this is the bad vibration. The bad vibration makes you feel like you earn it more than other people, right? But God will humble you. Okay, so instead of feeling let down, I started being like, oh my gosh, congratulations. I remember I even went to some of my colleagues bye-bye dinner, and you know, they were going into it, it was crazy. Like now that I'm thinking about it, it's like everyone, at least four or five people in my circle were getting all these government jobs, and I wasn't. So I went back to my position um that was lower paid because the special project ended. And when I went back to that position, I remember working with one of the colleagues that I had that I also knew from university. And this girl, she messaged me on Snapchat, I think, and she was like, Oh, there's actually this person that I know. He works in the government and he is searching for a candidate. So I sent my resume to the guy, and the guy responds to me and he's like, Oh, we already have this um position in online, the website that I've been going to and not getting anyone to call me. He said that it was there and I had to go and apply there. I didn't bother. I was just like, you know what, this is not working, but you know what, thank you. All right. I was like, meh, okay, bye. And so I did that and I kept going. And in that position that I had, going back to it, I actually got a promotion. So there was a bit of a of a happiness that came with it because I was finally doing something different than what I was doing for like the last two, three years. When I got that promotion, I finally got to be very close to managers. And bam, the person that I emailed emailed me again to say that if I was interested in this junior position that they had available. And I was like, I don't remember applying to it, but count me in, because I was like, why not? And it was actually in the government, it was a government job. And so I got to the interview and I remembered, you remember the the job that I had for like four or three years now that I was dreading before the special project. In that job, when I started that job, we had a group training, and in that group training, there was this um high manager that was also training with us that needed to know like how the business was and stuff like that, because he was also, you know, a new manager getting to the team. So, you know, you have to be polite. So I was like very polite with everyone, I never had any issues, and I tried not to sleep during these classes, but yeah, I was very much there, good times. And so I get to this new, the new interview, the interview that I was supposed to get, and the person that I met in that training, the one that was supposed to get the manager role, is the one that's interviewing me. And I was like, wow, you know, that's interesting. And so we did the interview. Obviously, I got the job. And then I finally got to speak with the person that emailed me about my resume and if I wanted to get that junior position. I asked him, like, how did you just like think about me? I don't remember applying to this job. And he's like, you know, there's that time when I like I reviewed your resume, but there was a time where I went down and I was speaking to one of the managers, the manager in the department that I'm now hired in, and that manager was like, We really need a new junior candidate and stuff like that. Like the the team really needs some help. And he was like, Well, I remember getting this resume. I don't know if you want to see it. I think she might be a good candidate for this. And here I was. From there, I seriously believe in manifestation because back then, the stuff that I did while waiting for this new job, I had new opportunities that were within the department, and I actually went with what I told myself that I was going to do, which is two years either a promotion or a new organization job. And while I wanted the promotion, I still did not like the environment, right? It was something that I was no longer wanting to be part of. So seeing other people have what I want to have getting into a government job was really hard. And I'm pretty sure you go through it every day, especially a single person. Us single people, we want a good relationship, we want good relationships around us, but oftentimes we are very hateful towards what we want. And by that I mean just like how I was like very jealous by other people getting the job before I did, a lot of us do the same thing. We're like, well, what does she have that I don't have? You know, and all of these things, but that's not the point. The point is understanding that you are the cause of every effect in your life. So if I went and I kept going with cursing their win and always like comparing myself and thinking that I'm better than them, I'm sorry guys, but that's just your road to failure, your road to not doing what you are supposed to do. Because as a human being and understanding that you are the cause of every effect in your life, you understand that your spirit does not make any difference in your world. Okay. When I go and I go to this bye-bye party for a colleague, um, and I'm I'm like very joyful for them, and I feel, you know, I'm very happy for their progress and everything that they've been doing. And then I can see that in my life too. It's my way of doing a vision, right? Having a vision and actually embracing that because I too want that, right? When I get a new job, if whether I have a goodbye party or not, I want people to be happy for me. I want that mirror. So I always see myself in their shoes being like, oh my gosh, I have a promotion, I have a new job, yay, you know, and I have to participate in that. And I'm like, yay, for us, because I know if you're capable of doing it, my spirit putting me in this situation for me to notice this is for me to put that more energy to tell my spirit, yes, I prayed for this, and this is the reaction that I want. This is what I want. I'm really happy for this person. I want the same thing, I want the blessing. Bless me too. Okay. So basically, you have to understand that when we talk about manifestation, we talk about everyday life, every second of your world has an impact on what you want. The big thing. Here is the spell that we always tell ourselves, and we're not conscious of it. And I'm pretty sure you know it because I keep repeating the same thing, but the I am say statement, I am. Listen, I told you guys already that you are a fragment of God. And in the Bible, in many religious texts, it does confirm the name of God is I am. And we always say I, I, I am, I am, me, me, me. It's like, okay, we understand that. Now there's one thing that the Bible says is to not say God's name in vain. And a lot of us we keep saying, I am tired, I am stupid, oh my gosh, I'm so lazy, I'm ugly, I'm this and I'm that. But like, come on, you're calling God's name and you're insulting yourself. Both, okay? God and yourself, because you are a fragment of God, and everything that you say with the I am is a big, big, big, big spell. Okay, you're literally cursing yourself whenever you say I am in a negative tone, in a negative, even if it uses a negative word like I don't want to be stupid, your brain takes the stupid. Okay, it does not take any other I don't, okay. It does not cannot make the difference. Your spirit goes with the vibration, you don't want to be stupid, you're afraid of being stupid. That's what you're going to get because your heart is vibrating in that stupidity, okay? So you have to understand that I cannot have this podcast episode and talk about I am only, but I had to tell you how important it is for you to be conscious of your words, of your actions, and your beliefs. Okay, because just like last episode, I I told you guys that your spirit is not there having faith blindly like you are. Okay, your spirit does not have this blind faith, your spirit has every door open to realize what you want. And nothing that you want, okay, nothing that you want, you can want something. Nothing that you want goes on notice in the spiritual world. By that I mean if you want money, but you believe that money is the root of all evil, and you're afraid of being all these money lovers and like being like other people with money that are very, very bad. You don't want to be like them, but you still pray. You pray for money, but like your action is like, okay, I have to save every penny and I have to do this and I have to do that, and then what? What do you think your spirit is gonna do if more than 50% of your attention and belief goes into being skeptical about money? Money is gonna walk away from you because what's happening is your spirit goes and gets that money, but then the money is gonna leave because, well, you're skeptical, right? You don't believe that money belongs to your pocket, you don't believe that your generational wealth doesn't start with you. It's too hard, it's too difficult. So you want someone else to do it. And so, like, but then you're showing everyone that you are the boss and you want the money. Oh, you know, it's so hard, like me thinking about being your spirit right now. I feel like it's so draining, but your spirit is always doing what you want, and on top of it, your heart has the biggest vibration ever. So, in order for you to manifest before you even pick up a pen to journal, to do a vision board, to do all of these things, you have to go within you. Don't lie to yourself, go within you and look at what you believe about the stuff that you're about to put on your vision board. Okay, we are taught to only put stuff in our vision board and wait, but the waiting is the important part. The waiting is where your vision board actually manifests. The waiting is understanding that you have to believe that you have this birthright of getting everything that you want. Okay, so if you have something in your vision board that says peace all year, you just want to be in peace and you don't want any drama and you don't want anything like that, but then you look low-key, your circle, your circle, man, your circle is giving you a freaking headache. Your circle does not let you rest. Your circle is basically that biggest enemy that you can ever dream of. But you pray for peace. My question for you: what would you be doing in order for your spirit to go and give you that peace? The answer is make sure you have boundaries so that you stay away from the negative people, from the people who are draining you and taking the peace away. All right, that's exactly how your spirit works. I hope this helped. Someone out there trying to figure out why is God not answering my prayers. Just understand that if you want a house, all right, if you want a house, you need a down payment. God can go and give you that house. But you also need to show God that you believe that you can get that house. So you start saving, you start being money responsible. Tell God that you can at least take care of the apartment that He gave you as a blessing, right? Of the house that He gave you. If He's given you this, how are you expecting a higher reward if you're not taking care of what you have right now? This heart that we have, it's very complicated, but it's pretty simple. Just think about God and everything that He represents, and then think about the contrary, Satan and everything that he represents. You'll understand that they're both vibrations, they're both energy that you have to match. Most of us unconsciously go with the vibration of Satan, the vibration of depression, and many of us do not know that most of it is because of what we've been eating, most of it's because of the things that we've been listening to, okay, and the relationship that we allow ourselves in. So your homework for this week is to review your I am statement, because your I am statements are very, very much what you've been manifesting your whole life. It definitely created the person that you are today, and it's not just you, it's everyone else that is involved in your growth. Okay, that was involved in your growth, everyone that gave you all these childhood traumas that now tells you who you are today. Let me tell you one thing: you have the power to change that. Just by changing that belief, that core belief, you cannot ask for generational wealth if your generation in the past haven't been even tasting that. You have to start believing that you are worth it. Okay. All right, so this is gonna be episode six manifestation. Just think about it like something that you've been doing, something that's happening every day, every time, because your heart is what literally commends everything. Okay, so wash your heart, wash it, unlearn a lot of things that have been being like very much pollution in your life. Okay, if anything has been polluting your heart, just know that you can clean it up by going inward, journaling all the sad beliefs, and changing it to something that's very, very positive. Okay. All right, I'm gonna let you go now. Take care of yourself and remember self first isn't selfish, it's a standard. Bye bye.